THE CAUSE

I have been debating with myself for the past few months. And I haven't figured out why I have been like this. This morning when I was browsing my previous tweets, I realized that it wasn't all me all this time. I didn't caused this to myself, not me alone. It was Toy mainly and me. She aggravated me, my moods, my curiosity, every feeling I have. I know that whenever I feel frustrated or whenever I am confused, I get more emotional and I tend to freak out but by the time I get some clear answers, I'm good and okay. But with her, things are always unclear, reasons not justified enough to still leave me thinking. I am not used to the situation where I have to figure out what's happening. I am more of a straight to the point kind of person. But Toy, she's my opposite. She never get to the main topic. She always find ways to manipulate the topic until it's too messy and tangled to even tackle up. I am not the problem. I just can't handle her being like that. Now that I have found the cause, how should I deal with it? Should I ignore her if certain issues come up??? Should I not get too involved with her mood swings or her manipulative powers over my emotions??? I don't know... But I'm sure as hell that I am not the problem... And this should give me a good start to better deal with her.