thank you....

Thank you for being there
through every laugh, through every tear
You helped me not to be scared
About the things that I feared

Thank you for the love that you have shown
when you knew I would have blown
You are an important person in my life
You’ve helped me deal with my strife

From time to time you never fail to listen
and whenever you do, your eyes always glistened
You never put me down
and you always knew how to turn my frown upside down

Thank you for being there for me
and letting me be who I want to be
might be late for our monthsary,
will you accept this as a gift from me???

iloveyou....

my deepest apology....

I love you so very much,
thou at times I do things that hurt,
Tried so hard and hope that you always see,
How much you being in my life means to me,
Sorry yet again for causing you pain,
Been tryng my hardest but always in vain

No matter how I try to make things right,
I've no control of things, you see it, right?
I didn't want to mess with you
And I am sorry for that too

I hope you still know
how much I love and cherish you
Like nothing else in my life
gives me the thrill of being loved by you
So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes
this sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside

c/o FB

no more pains of yesterday, no more traces of tears, not a memory to treasure, not worthy of anything at all..... just a mark, a mark that will forever remind me of the things i must, i should and i could forget....... what is it again?!?!?!?!?

my intentions were clear, I just want the world to know that I have moved on.. I've finally moved on...

some might think I'm crazy, that I'm just fooling myself, but guess what... I just can't feel anything.... Nothing at all...

When I did "this", I was so decided to really put an end, on everything... Coz I was so hurt that I've lost my will to live... I've disregarded so many people, those people who love me more than I've ever imagined... When I was saved, all that I felt that time was humiliation... I can't look into their eyes... I know they were all worried, but most of them, shocked... I could never blame them... I was strong, outside, but little did they know that I was dying inside...

No one ever asked me why I did it, not even my parents... But I saw the tears that they tried to hide from me... It pains me more to know that I have failed them... Every one of them...

That night, I heard nothing from them, we just let the evening pass as if there was nothing wrong... They're all just visiting and hanging out with me... With uneasy feeling, stabbing sights of disappointments... But deep inside, everyone of them wants to reach out to me, coz I've locked myself away from them for too long...

I used to be strong, until now, I didn't know what got into me...

I didn't regret anything that I did except that I disappointed them... I'm so sorry...

Now...

I don't know....

But I'm happy.... I am...

Can't remember any of the pains of the past, really, I can't.... And I've totally lose all the other feelings that I used to have... And it's a good thing right?!?

finally found you......

My life changed
the day that I met you
The wish I made on every star
has finally come true!

I'm so happy when you're around
& you always make me laugh
My empty, lonely, searching soul
has found it's other half

I feel complete now
Moreso than I've ever been
You're more than just a lover
You're a friend who's heart I win

I never have to question
If the way you feel is true
You have shown me everyday
& I believe in you

You were made for me, BUBZ
I know it in my heart
I know it's just beginning
But what a beautiful way to start!

you gave me the gift of love
& I gave my heart to you
Been a stranger to being loved...
Not until I met you.

untitled

i have locked the door upon my heart
and wouldn't let anyone in
i have trusted and loved only to be hurt
and that will never happen again

i have locked the door and tossed the key
as hard and as far as i could
love will never enter there again
my heart was closed for good

then you came into my life
and made me change my mind
just when i thought that tiny key
was impossible to find

that's when you held out your hand
and prove to me i was wrong
inside your palm was the key to my heart
you had it all along

- g.a. 1996

BUBZ......

nothing left for me to say....

thanks for coming into my life....

iloveyou..............

hate to love... love to hate

hate how you left me without any sign,
I hate that you moved on without saying goodbye,
I hate how your smile makes me give in,
I hate that you're always making me want to caress your skin,
I hate how you made a mark in my heart,
I hate that you let us drift apart,
I hate how when i say I hate you
Coz I don't really mean it,
But most of all....
I hate how you know I can't hate you.....
And I don't think I ever will....

etoh pala yun!!!!!!!!!!!!

DIDN'T WE ALMOST HAVE IT ALL

Remember when we held on in the rain
The nights we almost lost it
Once again we can take the night into tomorrow
Living on feelings
Touching you I feel it all again

Chorus:
Didn't we almost have it all
When love was all we had worth giving?
The ride with you was worth the fall my friend
Loving you makes life worth living

Didn't we almost have it all
The nights we held on till the morning
You know you'll never love that way again
Didn't we almost have it all

The way you used to touch me felt so fine
We kept our hearts together down the line
A moment in the soul can last forever
Comfort and keep us
Help me bring the feeling back again

(Chorus)

Bridge
Didn't we have the best of times
when love was young and new
couldn't we reach inside and find
the love of me and you
we'll never lose it again
cause once you know what love is
you'll never let it end

Chorus:
Didn't we almost have it all
The night we held on till the morning
You know you'll never love that way again
Didn't we almost have it all
Didn't we almost have it all

after morethan a year......finally.....

climb to Makiling has started.....

excited ang mga gurls...

jump-off....

before we start trek, briefing muna ng onti....

first stop, flat rocks...

i like the trail....

nagpicture sila ng di kame kasama.... aba!!!!

habang kame, eto, mgchecheck ng trail na maganda.... tsk tsk tsk

resume trek....

station 4/5, can't remember...

when the lead meets the tails.... susme, tagal namin nagantay sa mga toh....

ayan, gutom na sila.....

at pagod narin...

agila camp... lunch break!!!!!!

take 10!.....resume trek to target point.....

onti nalang....

sa target point namen,,, station 15.....

parang amazing race lang oh...... first batch to finish line.... :)

how'd you like my nails? :p

hehehehehe, nagtritrip lang po...