just missing you

im sorry, sinusumpong lang ako ng kaartehan koh,,,,
waaaaaaaaahhhhhhh,,,,
IM SO SORRY,,,,
namiss lang kita ng sobra,,,,
:(
***hug***

im sorry

la lang,
kakalungkot lng,,
:(

adik

There I was an empty piece of a shell,
Just mindin' my own world;
Without even knowin'
what love and life were all about.

Then you came,
You brought me out of the shell;
You gave the world to me
And before I knew,
There I was so in love with you.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.

I love the touch of your hair
And when I look in your eyes
I just know,
I know I'm on to something good

And I'm sure my love for you will endure
Your love will light up my world;
And take all my cares
away with the aching part of me.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.

You taught me how to love,
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My life is diff'rent from the yesterday;
And you, you taught me how to love
And darling I will always cherish you
Today, tomorrow and forever.

And I'm sure when evening comes around
I know we'll be making love like never before;
My love, who could ask for more?

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.
When I met you.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.
When I met you.

halo'

hug me tight please,,,,,
:(

:(

guess it's not a good day after all,,,,
****sigh****

FINALLY

after almost 2 months of constant chat, we met at last...

i've met her friends & had dinner with them as well,

scary at some point but we managed to get over it,,,,

her friends were fun to be with, no wonder she's so bubbly,,,

the next day, i got the chance to introduce her to my group of friends (but i'd prefer to call them my family),,,

so far so good,no voilent reactions! YET!!!! hahahahaha!!!!

but the sad part, she had to leave the next day,,,

well, eniweis, we had fun, really & we still look forward to seeing eachother again more often,,,hahahaha!!!! wishing!!!!

iloveyou!!!!

C/O MAMA

di makamove-on mama ko,,,,

thanks ulit sa flowers,,,,

it's a perfect center table piece!

BLUE ROSES

blue roses from my ninya.....

a sign or just fate itself?!?!

the hell! iloveher!

ONSE!

iloveyousomuchninya!

SWEET MANGO CAKE!

fave ko toh adik!

thanks so much,,,,,

hehehehe

umuah!

LOST.... :(

i don't know what to do!!!!!
can't think straight, i'm sorry.....

BETTER LATE THAN NOT

hmmmmm,,,,, want some?

CHOCOLATES!!!!! ANYONE????

MANGO CAKE!!!!!
thanks for the chocolates. umuah!

I HATE TRAININGS!

Miss you already mango cake!!!!!

MANGOCAKE!!!!!!

ANO INIICP M BOUT ME NUNG SA FORUM PLNG TAU?
Andy: actually...
Andy: believe it or not... umaasa akong butch ka... hahahaha>>>> tong ganda kong to, BUTCH?!?!?!
Andy: naghahanap lang kse talaga ako ng kausap... >>>>> ahhhhh,,,, lusot,,,,,
Andy: pag butch kse, di talo...
Andy: so walang "special" feelings na pwedeng mabuo... >>>>> ayaw ng special friend?????
Andy: di naman sa ayaw... >>>>> ayyy,,,, narinig aq,,,,, hehehehehe
Andy: pro ako kse yung tipo ng taong di naghahanap... >>>>> eh, dumting aq,,,,
Andy: pag dumating, di ok... pag hindi, di ok din... >>>>> pano ba yan, femme aq,,,,
Andy: e femme... naku! patay... >>>>> bakit patay?!?!?!
Andy: hehehhe
Andy: oh well, kausap ko na e.. alangan namang bigla akong umalis, db? hehehe...>>>> good,,,, may mpgtritripan pq
Andy: e mukha namang masarap kausap... >>>>> hahahahaha!!!!! Mlkas lang aq manguto,,, hehehehe
Andy: so fine... >>>> hehehehe, effective ang pambobola q,,, hihihihihi
Andy: sige, hingi ko yung YM id.. kase napupuno na namin yung shoutbox... >>>>> pancn m rin pla,,,,
Andy: at basa pa ng mga tao...
Andy: ehehehhe
Andy: (kung mag kwento ako, parang wala ka e noh?) >>>>>I was actually waiting for u to ask my ym patay?!?! Cno?!?!?!
Andy: ah... nahiya kang mag-ask? >>>>> mlmang aq ung femme,,,, ayoq mgask noh,,,
Andy: actually, nahihiya ako nung una... baka kse isipin mo may iba akong habol..
Andy: baka mamaya pagkamalan pa akong manyak... ehehehe
Andy: hehehhe... >>>>> manyak?!?!?! Ikaw?!?!?! hahahahahaha
Andy: tpos yun...
Andy: mukha namang ok syang kausap...
Andy: habang kausap ko sya... >>>>> hmmmm,,,,, ?????
Andy: gino-google ko yung details nya... >>>>>> background check p!!!!!!
Andy: wala lang, curious.. >>>> curious p,,,,,
Andy: tpos yun.. nakita ko yung friendster account nya.. >>>>>> hehehehehe
Andy: naku! lalong patay!!! >>>>>>
Andy: maganda ang bruha! >>>>> bwahahahaha,,,, mas mganda aq sa personal,,, hahahahaha
Andy: "mukhang magkaka-problema ako nito ah..." >>>>> bakit nmn?!?!?! Mabait nmn aq,,,
Andy: ---> teka, nahiya ako bigla... >>>>> hahahahahahaha
Andy: hahahaha
Andy: so yun.. usap-usap... >>>>> enjoi nmn aq,,,,
Andy: daming tanong..
Andy: sagot naman ako, sagot naman sya.. >>>> gnun tlga,,, msrp krin kcng kausap adik,,, hehehehehe
Andy: hhmmn... in fairness... masarap talga sya kausap... >>>> msrp tlga?!?!?! hahahahahaha
Andy: nako! 5'7?!?! ok... >>>> hahahaha,,, ok lng un,,,,
Kristina Ancheta: BKIT ANONG PROB NUNG NKITA M FRNDSTER Q?
Andy: e maganda ka e... >>>> tnx,,, hihihihihi
Andy: baka di ko mapigilan sarili ko... >>>> mpgilan?!?!?! Mafol???? hehehehehe
Andy: (teka...bakit ko sinasabi to...)
Andy: tsk..tsk...
Andy: tuloy..
Andy: so yun...
Andy: ok... matangkad...
Andy: teka, paki ko naman kung matangkad?? >>>> yup, paki m nga nmn dba,,,,
Andy: chat lang naman kami... >>>> tama, chat lng nmn,,,,
Andy: oks, fine,... sige, chat lang..
Andy: ah... hinihingi yung friendster ko... >>>> pra frnds n tlga tau,,,,
Andy: hhmmn... bibigay ko ba??? >>>> bgay mo na,,,
Andy: dumdidumdidum... >>>> nagicp p,,,
Andy: hhmmn... hhmmnn...
Andy: what the hey! sige na nga! >>>>> bibigay din pla,,,,
Andy: tpos yun... end of day 1
Andy: ayun...
Andy: after nun, iniisip ko pa din kung dapat bang binigay ko yung friendster ko... >>>> ok lng un, wla nmn ikw pic dun
Andy: hhmmnn...
Andy: wala lang... private kse akong tao... >>>>> naku, kelangan k p plang kalkalin,,,, hahahaha
Andy: pro what the hell... >>>> d aq matiis,,,,
Andy: di naman sya mukhang serial killer... >>>> L pgkmlan dw bng serial killer,,, huhuhuhuhu
Andy: day 2...
Andy: mag-o-online ba ako? >>>> hahahahaha
Andy: hhmmn... online kaya sya... >>>> lagi nq ngoonline,,,,,
Andy: fine... online... >>>> inaanty kita kya aq online,,,,,
Andy: ayun...
Andy: usap-usap..
Andy: tanong-tanong... >>>> hihihihi
Andy: makulit na bata.. >>>>> hahahaha, makulit tlga aq,,,
Andy: medyo masungit minsan.. >>>> gnun tlga,,,,
Andy: darn it! type ko yung medyo makulit na masungit... >>>>> hahahaha, mttray tlga mggnda,,,,,
Andy: hay... lord... ayokong ma-attach >>>>> hahahaha, tempt8ions,,,,
Andy: ang layo ko.. >>>> un lng,,,
Andy: oh well...
Andy: malamang naman di ako type nito... >>>> hahahaha, depende,,,,
Andy: so fine..
Andy: usap..
Andy: usap..
Andy: huh? tpos na?
Andy: pwede bukas ulit? >>>>> nawili,,,, hahahahaha
Andy: so fine day 3...
Andy: tama na...
Andy: hahahhaa
Andy: masyado ka ng maraming nalalaman... >>>> bakit titigl ng kwento?!?!?
Andy: na di mo dapat malaman..
Andy: hahahaha
Andy: fine, day 3...
Andy: sabado..
Andy: anak ng tupa... ka-aga-aga gumising ako?!?! >>>> atatable na bata,,,,
Andy: sabado?!!!!
Andy: pro excited akong gumising... >>>>> ehem,,, dahil sakin b un????
Andy: di pa ako nagto-toothbrush, nagbukas na ako ng pc... >>>> hahahaha, adik lng tlga,,,
Andy: habang nghihintay may boot, diretso CR...
Andy: tapos kusina,
Andy: kuha ng pagkain..
Andy: tpos upo sa harap ng pc... >>>> handing handa ah,,,,
Andy: hhmmnn... mag-o-online na ba ako? >>> aba, I hate late!
Andy: maaga pa ata..
Andy: mag-wo-work pa yun..
Andy: cge, mga 9.30... para may 1 oras sya mag-work! hehehehe
Andy: hay... alas 8 pa lang...
Andy: ang tagal naman ng 9.30... >>>>> online n kc,,,,
Andy: fine... tambay-tambay lang...
Andy: nag-set ng alarm for 9.30
Andy: nakatunganga sa harap ng pc... >>>> hahahahahaha J
Andy: anak ng tokwa... ano na naman tong pinasok mo ninya... >>>> pinasok?!?! hahahahaha
Andy: hay... bahala na...
Andy: assuming naman ako masyado...
Andy: dumdidumdidum... >>>> hihihihihi
Andy: uy...
Andy: lapit na 9.30...
Andy: tapos yun... online.. >>>> sa wkas ngonline
Andy: usap-usap...
Andy: nagalit pa sa akin kse late ako ng-online... >>>> naman, ngaanty aq noh,,,,
Andy: hhmmnn...
Andy: ok... demanding na bata.. >>>> demanding tlga,,, filing gf mo,,,
Andy: hehehehe
Andy: di ko naman masabing kanina pa ako ata na kausapin sya... >>>>> hahahahaha
Andy: ang stalkerish ng dating...
Andy: baka isipin pa baliw ako.. >>>>> hehehe, im blushing na,,,,
Andy: fine... usap-usap...
Andy: *atat
Andy: usap-usap...
Andy: hhmmn...
Andy: i'm getting mixed signals... >>>> mixed signals????
Andy: one moment, feeling ko she likes me.. >>>> I like you olredi,,, but still I don’t knw kung pwede aq mkpgcomit,,,,
Andy: one time naman, feeling ko sinasabihan nya akong wag akong magkaka-gusto sa kanya...
Andy: hhmmmn... ang hirap naman nito... >>>>> kc bka tulad k lng ni toy,,,,
Andy: oh well...
Andy: fine, usap lang..
Andy: hay... 1/2 day lang sya...
Andy: sige... oks lang...
Andy: offline...
Andy: ok... ano na gagawin ko ngayon?!?! >>>> tumbling!!!!!!hahahaha
Andy: hay...
Andy: sunday... ganun pa din ang eksena... >>>> hehehehe, lkas tama b?
Andy: ko... ano na gagawin ko ngayon?!?!
Andy: monday na bukas!!!!!! >>>>> tuwng tuwa sa glak,,, hehehehe
Andy: dumating ako ng opis ng 9-ish...
Andy: 9-ish!!!!
Andy: 10-ish ako pumapasok!!! >>>> touched nmn aq,,,,
Andy: minsan pa nga 1/2 day...
Andy: lalo pag walang boss..
Andy: 9-ish?!!!
Andy: sira-ulo na ata tlaga ako.. >>>> ur foling n kc,,, aminin,,,,
Andy: inuna ko pa mag-online sa meebo, bago mag-check ng email sa office.. >>>>> hahahaha!!! Confirmed!!!!!!!!!!!
Andy: tsk..tsk...
Andy: malala na ito..
Andy: usap ulit...
Andy: usap..
Andy: usap..
Andy: i'm still getting mixed signals.. >>>> don’t wnt to ruin wt we have,,, not now
Andy: hhmmn...
Andy: hahahaha
Andy: o well...
Andy: but i think there's a glimmer of hope that she likes me... >>>> hahahaha, oo na nga,,,
Andy: maybe..
Andy: nako! nag-fe-feeling na ako..
Andy: hayst! ano na naman ginagawa mo ninya.. sira-ulo ka talaga... >>>> adik sakin,,, hahahaha
Andy: pro di ko mapigilan..
Andy: next day....
Kristina Ancheta: OK
Andy: i think she likes me.. >>>> I do,,,
Andy: but in a friend kind of way... >>>> yup, mybe,,,,
Andy: shit... i hate the friend zone.. >>>> same here,,,,
Andy: i'm always in the friend zone...
Andy: e ano naman ngayon kung friends lang kyo?! >>>>> hahahaha, tama k nnmn dyan,,,,,
Andy: kala ko ba naghahanap ka ng friend??? >>>>> aq, friend?!?!?!
Andy: hayst... may antipatika talagang boses sa utak ko minsan...
Andy: lagi na lang akong sinasabon... >>>> mgbanlaw k kc,,,,
Andy: pro di ko kayang pigilang mother... i really like this girl... >>>> wushu!!! Irresistible,,, hahahaha
Andy: hay... fine... malamig man sa friend zone, titiisin ko... >>>> u shud hav askd for my warmth,,, hahahaha
Andy: next day...
Andy: yun ulit...
Andy: in the freezing friend zone... >>>>> brrrrrr
Andy: next day...
Andy: hhmmnn...
Andy: kausap ko isa kong friend... >>> cno?
Andy: reg, may picture ba ako syo..
Andy: yung cute ako... hahahaha >>>> tlgang my gnun pa,,,
Andy: sinendan nya ko ng 2...
Andy: great! >>>> hahahahaha
Andy: i-se-send ko ba sa kanya??
Andy: hhmmn... baka lalo akong di ma-promote out of the friend zone... hahahaha >>> di nmn aq mpnlait ah,,,
Andy: hayst... better na alam nya na itsura ko, kse magkagulatan pa.. >>>mukha kbng monster???
Andy: fine... isend na.. >>> seen you,,,
Andy: hhmmn... wala namang violent reaction.. >>>>> mlmng,,, mbait aq eh,,,
Andy: mukhang di naman sya nasuka.. >>>> iv had evn worse thn dt,,,, no effct skin un,,,,
Andy: ok...
Andy: fine..
Andy: atleast di ako nalait... >>>> mbait nga aq
Andy: hhmmnn...
Andy: is she flirting with me??? >>>>> hahahahahaha, isang mlking OO!!!!!!!!
Andy: nope... just my imagination...
Andy: feeler talaga ako..
Andy: bakit naman nya gagawin yun? >>>> I love to tease people I like,,,,
Andy: hahahaha
Andy: hhmmn... nope, mixed signals pa din... >>>>> sori, im still weighing thngs dt tym,,,
Andy: wait... she IS flirting with me?!?! >>>> nope, more like teasing u,,,,
Andy: hhmmn... so she likes me?
Andy: baka naman nan-ti-trip lang... hayst.. >>>> hirap bq bshin,,,
Andy: fine... no guts no glory...
Andy: leap of faith, ika nga.. >>>> hahahaha,,,
Andy: "kung manliligaw ba ako, papasa ako?" >>>>> hahahahaha
Andy: sagot nya "siguro"... >>>>> kc blk q sbhin n oo, kso npkpngit nmn tgnan,,,
Andy: OMG!!!!!!!!!
Andy: muntik akong himatayin... >>>>> hahahahaha,,,,
tokwang bata talaga ako...
Andy: siguro pa lang, nahihilo na... >>>> mahina to,,,,
Andy: hay....
Andy: wala na... naloka na...
wala na...
Andy: lumilipad na ang bata.. >>>>> hahahaha,,,
Andy: anong gagawin ko???
Andy: ah! FLAMES!!!!
Andy: fine... >>>>> so highschool nmn,,, hahahahaha
Andy: pag hindi maganda resulta, di ko bibigay... >>>>bitter sa result,,,
Andy: hahahhaa
Andy: pag ok... ise-send ko.. >>>>> hahahahaha
Andy: baka sakaling maniwala... HAHAHAHAH >>>>> sori, dq ngrerelay sa mga gnyn,,,
Andy: the power of positive thinking, ika nga.. >>>>> kw tlga,,,,
Andy: uy! walang violent reaction.. >>>>> d nmn kc aq byolnteng tao noh,,,,
Andy: tinawanan lang ako... >>>> hahahaha!!!!!!!
hay... weekend na ulit.. >>>>> tatanga k nnmn,,,,
Andy: fine...
Andy: monday...
excited akong pumasok!!! >>>> bakit kya?!?!?
Andy: aba...
Andy: 8-ish nasa opis na!!!! >>>>> hahahaha!!!!!!
Andy: 8-ish!!!!!
Andy: wala pang tao sa cubicle!!!!!
Andy: adik... >>>> sakin,,, hehehehe J
Andy: chat ulit..
Andy: chat..
Andy: aba... may 2 pumupormang iba... >>>>> ung sa tagged b yn????
Andy: sinendan pa ako ng picture.. >>>>> ngselos k nmn???
Andy:
Andy: hayst...
Andy: fine..fine...
Andy: kilatisin ang mga searchees... >>>>> judging d searchees b,,,,,
Andy: nakakatakot si number 1...
Andy: si number 2... wala lang... meh..
Andy: what?!!! ka-chat na nya si #2... >>>>>> hahahaha, kc ms mkhng mbait si #2!
Andy:
Andy: may kahati na ako...
Andy: le sigh...
Andy: ok... so she likes me, just not in THAT way... >>>> knw wt, ms nging close & nd ms open aq sau kesa sa knya,,,,
Andy: o well...
Andy: pwede namang mag-sign-out di ba? >>>>> bakit nmn???
Andy: pro ayaw ko...
Andy: because I LIKE HER... >>>>> hehehehe, kinikilig nmn aq
Andy: hay... fine..
Andy: got to live with that #2 then.. >>>>> hahahaha
Andy: hhmmn..
Andy: guidance couselor.. >>>>> oo daw,,,
Andy: patay... magaling magsalita.. >>>> we’ll see
Andy: malamang mas mag-enjoy sya kausapin yun... >>>>> dir in,,,
Andy: hayst...
Andy: okrayin ko na lang! hahahahaa >>>>BITTERNESS!!!!!!!
kinukulit ko sya kung anong itsura nya tsaka ng mga bagay bagay...
Andy: wala lang..
Andy: gusto ko lang syang ma-picture ko isip ko.. >>>> usi k rin pla,,,
Andy: tsk..tsk.. imagination na naman... >>>> hahahaha
Andy: gulat na lang ako, nag-sign-out..
Andy: waaa.... may sinabi ba akong mali?!?! >>>>>>>> hahahaha
Andy: i'm sorry.... ako ang mali... ako ang mali...
Andy: kung ano man yun.. >>>>> knbhan k nmn,,,,
Andy: bigla, online sya ulit..
Andy: aba!!!!
may webcam ang bru! >>>>> mgandang bru,,, correction,,,
Andy:
Andy: waaaaaaaa...
Andy: mas maganda pla sya pag gumagalaw... hahaha >>>> mlmang, ms mgnda nga aq pg personal,,, hahahahaha
touched naman ako... nag-effort ang lola..
Andy: she likes me then? >>>>>oo nga,,, I like you!!!!!!
Andy: or wala lang... mabait lang talaga siguro... >>>> mbait din aq
Andy: oh well..
Andy: grabe... ang haba ng kuko... >>>> so?!?!
Andy: baka ako makalmot...
hhmmn... bakit ko naman naisip na makakalmot ako?!?! tsk..tsk... imagination na naman... hayst... >>>> tsk… tsk…
Andy: natawag ko syang "dear"... >>>> DEAR?!?!?!
pinagtawanan ako!!!
Andy: minsan ko na nga lang gamitin... >>>>> sori, pla twa tlga aq,,,,
Andy: pinagtawanan pa ako...
"so anong gusto mong tawag ko syo???" >>>>>> hmmmm,,,,
Andy: nako... flirting 101 na naman tyo... >>>>>> ay! Perfect q yan,,, hahahahaha
Andy: sige, pag-iisipan natin yan...
tpos na ang sabado... linggo...
Andy: nak ng tupa... sa gitna ng sabado't linggo... DI AKO MAKATULOG!!!! >>> iniicp kc kta,,,
Andy: tokwang cam yan, di ako pinatulog...
STOP IMAGINATION... STOP!!!!
the nails... the nails.. >>>> ano bang meron sa nails???
Andy: STOP IMAGINATION!!!! STOP!!!
so nakita ko yung nails nya...
naku... mahaba...
baka makalmot ako....tsk..tsk..
teka, bakit ko naman iniisip yun...
hehehehe... >>>>> sexy nmn kc tgnan,,,
in fairness, tama sya.. mukha ngang sexy
pro takot pa din akong makalmot.. hehehe...
nag papa-cute ata sa camera... or imagination ko lang yun... >>>> cute lng tlga aq,,,
effective...
sayang saglit lang... >>>> uy,,, hehehehe,,,
may pupuntahan daw, school.... susunduin ng manliligaw >>>> hahahaha
hayst... bwisit... may-real-life karibal pa pla ako.... >>>>>> wala n,,, dqn pnpncn,,,
ah, ok... di na raw sya susunduin
hahahahahaa....bwaaaaaahahahahaha... >>>>> lkas mnlangin,,,
ayos! di nya daw feel yung manliligaw...
pro mukha naman daw mabait... >>>> mbait, dq nmn gusto,,,,
darn it! MABAIT DIN NAMAN AKO AH?!?! >>>>> I know,,, kya nga wla n ung isa dba,,,
hayst...
kelan kaya nya di-dispacha yun? hhhmmmnn...
ayun... tapos na ang sabado..
linggo... tunganga...
monday!!!!
may nag-"tagged" daw sa kanya.. >>>>> dahil sa pic q,,, ganda q kc,,, hahahahaha
bwisit... kakasimula ko lang, may humihirit na na iba?!!
dalawa pa!!!!
si #1... kakatakot... pwede kong upakan..
si #2... mukhang harmless...
ergo, sana di nya type pareho...
hehehehe...
may dalawang asungot..
ok... buti na lang ayaw nya kay #1...
#2... guidance counselor...
tsk..tsk... patay... magaling magsalita
malaman mas ok yun kausap.. hay....
fine... nakakainis man... tuloy lang..
at least kausap ko pa din sya...
over the weekend nag isip ako ng mga terms of endearment.. >>>>> nagisp k pla tlga,,,
nagtanong din ako.. sa mga tao-tao...
karamihan food ang binibigay.. >>>> hehehehe
honey.. apple pie... etc..... >>>> bakit nga ba di APPLE pie?!?!?! hahahahaha
naalala ko, favorite nya ang mango.. >>>> good memory,,,
sige, isama sa listahan ang mango cake... >>>> yey!!!!!!
ok... sige... let's suggest mango cake...
bigay ko muna sa kanya yung ibang names...
oks...
she decided she liked "mango cake" >>>>> hehehehe, MANGO CAKE!!!!!!! Wushu!!!!!!
OK.... this girl LIKES me... >>>>>> kulit, manhid kba?????
ok... nag-feeling na naman ako..
i mean why else would you call someone like your favorite dessert??? >>>> hahaha, good point,,,
hhmmn...
but the confidence was not long-lived... >>>>> hahahahaha
aba!!!
si #2... may pangalan din?!!! >>>>>> hmmm
what the hey?!?! >>>>> name nya tlga un, she just gave me ung mga nicks nya,,,
and i thought i was special..... >>>>> you are mango cake,,,,
i guess not..
mixed signals na naman... >>>> sori,,, huhuhuhu
ano ba yan... nakakapagod ah..
hayst...
FUJI APPLE??? seriously? seriously??? >>>>> hahahahaha. Laitera k!
Andy: di hamak na mas masarap naman ang mango cake dun noh!!! >>>> darn correct,,,,
Andy: bitterness... >>>>> hahahaha
Andy:
Andy: ok fine, got to live with it... >>>>> being a friend?
Andy: sige.. chat-chat-chat...
Andy: fine, may kahati ako... oks lang... >>>>> trip trip lng ung isa noh,,,
Andy: nakapansin ata na masama loob ko.. >>>>> mlmang puro bitterness nrrmdman q eh,,,
Andy: sabi mas "interesting" daw ako... >>>>>> tlga nmn,,,,
Andy: NA KA-CHAT...
Andy: sayang, dinugtungan pa ng "KA-CHAT" >>>>>> kchat plng kc kita,,,,
Andy: hmpf...
Andy: fine... but what the hell is interesting supposed to mean??? >>>>> mas gusto ktng kausp,,,,
Andy: parang gusto ko na diretsohin na "teka, gusto mo ba ako o hindi?!!" >>>>>> OO, gusto kita!!!!!!
Andy: pro ayaw ko...
Andy: kse takot ako sa possible na sagot... >>>>>> mtatakot kp kya pg nlmn m,,,,
hhmmn.. ewan, basta yun yung mga na-feel ko nun...
Andy: ok... so timpi lang... >>>>>> ang hirap m paaminin,,,
Andy: ok pa naman... atleast kausap ko pa sya..
Andy: i dont want to make things awkward... >>>>> konti pa,,, din q mkktiis,,,
Andy: i dont want to drive her away...
Andy: kung friends lang talaga... edi friends... yun naman talaga hanap ko nung una pa lang...
Andy: hayst... >>>>> friends lng pla eh,,,, eh ayoko nun,,, pano un?
Andy: hhhmmn...
Andy: o well...
Andy: ganun talaga ang buhay.. >>>>>wait till I tell u n like din kta,,,
Andy: binigyan ako ng kada ko ng college pics namin..
Andy: so finorward ko sa kanya...
Andy: (di hamak naman na mas cute ako ke #2.... wishful thinking!!!!!)
Andy: bahala na si batman kung ok sa kanya or hindi..
Andy: atleast nakita nya na.. >>>>>> di nmn ako laitera so ok lng,,,,
Andy: i dont exactly win over people with my "dashing good looks" which are by the way, NON-EXISTENT...
Andy: but atleast mabait ako... hehehehe >>>> and Im not after sa looks, im more after sa ugali,,,
Andy: sana lang kita yun sa picture..
Andy: hahahaha
Andy: apparently, hindi!!! >>>>>> hehehehehe
Andy: mukha daw akong brusko... >>>>>> BRUSKO
Andy: o great!
Andy: uupakan ko talaga yung mga friends ko sa friendster na nagsabing brusko ako...
Andy: hehehhee
Andy: o well...
Andy: ok lang, kse friends lang naman kme... WAAAAAAAAAA
Andy: anyway... >>>>> ok lng din nmn aqng frnd db?
Andy: ganun ulit... dating gawi...
Andy: chat-chat...
Andy: di na ako sumasabay sa mga groupmates ko pag lunch... >>>>> same here
Andy: puro lalaki naman yung mga yun, wala akong mapapala dun... >>>>> sakin ba meron k mppala?
Andy: sya din daw, mag-lu-lunch sa desk nya..
Andy: pakipot pa.. >>>>> pakipot?!?!?!
gusto naman pla akong kausap pag lunch... >>>>> hehehehehe
Andy: so sige... di na ko sasabay sa mga mokong kong groupmates..
so yun...
Andy: ano pa nga bang mga nangyari... >>>>>> icp icp,,,, hhmmmm
Andy: ah!!!!
Andy: nakwento pa nya yung ka-chat nya dati... >>>> si toy?!?!
Andy: hhmmn... minahal nya daw... >>>>>> nahulog si heart eh,,,, wrong move
Andy: (nagkaroon naman ako ng glimmer of hope... dahil possible pla syang magka-gusto sa ka-chat...) >>>>> hahahaha
Andy: kaso hindi naging sila... >>>>> mlmang kasi meron aqng gusto sa iba nun, si monet,,,,
Andy: (ok, deflated na naman ako....) >>>>> pero kung nauna lng siya, nging kame dba,,,,
Andy: ok...
Andy: so chat-chat pa din..
Andy: tpos more and more questions are becoming a little bit more personal... >>>>> ayw m mging personal uspan?
Andy: pro pinipilit kong ibalik sa toothpaste.... >>>>>> hahahahaha
Andy: ayoko kaseng may ma-feel syang something awkward... >>>>>> hahahaha, if u only knew…..
Andy: ayokong mawala yung kung anong meron kami now.. >>>>> but I wanted sumthng more,,,
Andy: baka di nya na ako kausapin.. >>>>>> hahahahaha
Andy: pro wala... tuloy pa din..
Andy: relentless sya sa pagtatanong... >>>>>> kc nga pinapaamin kita noh,,,, hahahahaha
Andy: hehehe
Andy: then it came to the point... >>>>>>>>?????
Andy: na she was asking me...
Andy: or more precisely... >>>>>> hahahahahaha
Andy: teasing me... if i like her... >>>>> I AM!
gusto ko talgang sabihin na oo... i like you... i like you a lot... i might even be liking much more than i should...
pro biglang bawi sya.... >>>>> HAHAHAHAHA
Andy: tinuruan pa ako kung pano dumiskarte!
Andy: wag ko daw muna sasabihin na gusto ko yung isang tao...
Andy: kilalanin ko daw muna...
Andy: hayst! mixed signals na naman!!!!! >>>>>> inaaning k lng,,,
one minute kinukulit ako kung gusto ko sya...
Andy: tpos biglang "if may gusto kang isang tao, wag mo kagad sasabihin.."
Andy: what the hey?!?! >>>>>> hahahahaha!!!!! That’s how teasing is supposed to be,,,,
Andy: nalilito ako!!!!
o well... sige, e di wag sabihin... >>>>>> sabihin mo na,,,,
Andy: kahit kating kati na akong isigaw na gustong gusto ko sya..
Fine... few more days...
Andy: i think 2 days lang ata...
Andy: parang ganun ulit ang usapan...
Andy: "gusto mo ako noh"? (or something like that) >>>>> cant remember nrin,,,,
hay! sabihin ko na nga...
tanda na namin para magpaligoy-ligoy pa..
YES, I LIKE YOU!
I REALLY REALLY LIKE YOU >>>>>> wushu!!!!!!! Kinikilig aq,,, hahahahaha
pati status message ko, pinalitan ko na..
tuwing may chance akong sabihin, sinasabi ko... >>>>>> hahahahaha, effective xia
napuno lang... kelangan kong ilabas...
tagal kong kinimkim e...
nagulat naman ang lola mo... >>>>>> more of natuwa,,,, hihihihihi
nagtataka bakit bigla akong nag-sisi-sigaw..
hay... tatanong-tanong, sabay magtataka... >>>>> hahahahaha, adik nga eh
babae nga naman... hehehe
atleast nasabi ko na... >>>>>> ung sakin antayin mo,,,,
if she likes me back... well, yan ang di ko talga alam...
kse mixed signals pa din hanggang ngayon... >>>>>> para may onting thrill,,,
pwede kseng mabait lang sya sa mga ka-chat nya..
malay ko ba kung mas nagkakamabutihan na sila nung mokong na #2 na yun... >>>>> si filingera?!?! NO!!!
tsaka the odd-ball chances that she likes me back.... very slim....
baka para sa kanya, past time lang ito... >>>> ksing slim q? I don’t do past tyms,,,
(yes, i was wallowing in self-pity...)
hayst... ano bang malay ko sa mga chat-chat na ganito.. >>>>> d aq mdlas ngchachat,,,,
first time ko sa mga ganitong bagay.. >>>>> hhmmm
baka ganito lang talga sila "ka-friendly" sa chat-world... >>>>>> ewan ko rin,,,
o well...
at least di sya lumayo >>>>> kc nga I like you a lot
next day..
ganun ulit...
chat-chat..
may sumisingit na #2 minsan.. >>>>> filing eh
pro i comfort my self with the fact na
mas "interesting" daw ako... >>>>> totoo nmn?!?!
NA KA CHAT!!!
hayst... >>>>> hahahahaha
o well...
bigla syang nag-message...
pinapa-iyak daw sya ni #2... >>>>> kc nmn noh,,, filing close,,, inaaway aq
gagong #2 yun ah!!!!
usapang ex pla... >>>>>> kung ano2 kc cnsbi,,,,
sinend nya sa akin yung mga pinagusapan.. >>>> im seeking comfort from you,,, hehehehe
ayaw pa nya ibigay nung una, kse may hindi daw sya sinabi sa akin...
pumunta pla sya sa ex nya, kse may sakit daw... sa loob-loob ko... OUCH... >>>>>> sorry
pro walang choice.. friend nya e..
tpos may sakit pa... super understanding,,,,
fine...
it would seem unreasonable kung magagalit ako... >>>>>> tnx
aside from the fact na hindi naman kme... >>>>> ibang iba tlga kau ni apol,,,
maganda naman yung reason kung bakit...
anyway...
nabasa ko yung pinag-usapan nila ni #2... >>>>> hmmmm
unang pumasok sa isip ko...
walang hiya tong si #2...
sino ba sya?!!! >>>>>> correct!
hindi naman nya kilala yung kausap nya para mag-bigay ng unsolicited advice... guidance counselor ba talaga to???
and nasa work yung kausap nya?!!!! papa-iyakin nya?!!! >>>> tama!
and most of all...
kahit gusto mo yung isang tao.. >>>>>> hehehehehe
you never talk about touchy subjects about their ex... >>>>> ur diff tlga,,,,
gusto kong sipain itong si #2... >>>>> go!!!! Gusto q yan,,,,
kung pwede lang...
grrr..
anyway...
kausap ko na si mango cake ko..... >>>>>> hehehehe, sweet,,,
she sounds so sad... >>>>> mlmang,,,,
mukhang iiyak na nga talaga..
kelangan ko syang pasayahin.. >>>>>> umuah!!!!!!
i dont know how, pro kelangan...
so wag na lang namin pag-usapan si #2 and that stupid conversation...
she started asking questions about herself... >>>>>> quiz bee b itoh?
questions na natanong ko na before..
tini-test nya kung naaalala ko... >>>>>> just to see kung like m tlga aq, ull remember dba,,,,
makakalimutin pa naman akong tao...
pro may mga bagay na hindi ko kakalimutan... >>>>> galling m nga eh,,,,
i aced the test!!!!
huh!!! in your face #2?!!! kaya mo yun!!! >>>>>>> go mango cake!!!!!
memorize ko lahat yun!!!
o well...
she seemed happy after that... >>>>> I am,,,
lalo na nung naalala ko na favorite nya yung kare-kare ng tita nya... >>>> hahahaha, yeah,,,,
so...
usap-usap ulit..
chat chat...
hanggang sa nag-type sya ng message...
muntik na kong mahulog sa chair ko.... >>>> ano un?!?!?! J
she said she likes me.... >>>>>> I do,,,,
OMG >>>>>> hahahahaha
naalala ko pa yung status message ko nun.. >>>>>> hehehehe
"basta feel ko... I REALLY LIKE YOU"
maya-maya...
nag palit din sya ng status message... >>>>> inggit aq eh,,, mgaya rin,,,,
"hahahaha.... i like you...." >>>>>> may ksma png tawa noh,,,,
ok... so totoo... hindi ako na-i-imagine lang kanina...
haaaaaay...
what a great day...
to top it all of...
nabasa ko pa yung tagged entry nya.. >>>>>> hahahahaha
"my chat life..." >>>>>> cant help it eh,,,,
i was flying... >>>>>>> hehehehe
ok...
so before the "i like you too" thing...
di ko na maalala kung pano napunta dun ang usapan.. >>>>> hehehehe
but i mentioned that i researched about her nung day1 namin... >>>>> I hated it,,,,
o boy... tumahimik ang paligid... diretso ang mga tanong nya... >>>>> mlmang, im not happy,,,,
dun ko na-feel... o shit... i screwed up! >>>>>> yeah, really bad!
hayst...
everything was doing so great... >>>>> I know,,,,,
till sinabi ko yun..
kala ko ok lang.. >>>>> im not comfy wth d fact that sum1 is actually doin a research of me,,,,
everybody does it... i google everyone.. >>>>>> I don’t,,,,
i even google my own name on a regular basis!!! >>>>>> well, im not like you,,,,
she seemed pissed-off... >>>>> I am mango cake,,,,,
gusto kong umiyak.... ang hirap magpaliwanag online.. >>>>>> kc nmn,,,,,
so wala na akong magawa...
galit na e.. >>>>> mdyo ngtitimpi pq,,,,
parang wala na din akong masabi na pwede maka-ease ng situation... >>>>> sorry if I made it hard for you,,,,
so times like these... it's best to just walk away... let her cool down...
i fucked-up real bad.. >>>>> im just overreacting,,,,
bad trip sya sa akin >>>>>> im gonna get over it nmn din,,,,
and mukhang wala naman akong masasabi to make things better... >>>>>> im sorry,,,,
so hintay ko na lang sya mag-cool down bago kami ulit mag-usap..
nag bye ako.. >>>>> na sad nmn aq dun,,,,
inisip ko kung mag-si-sign-out ako...
i decided it's better... baka kse di ko mapigilan ang sarili ko at kulitin ko sya ng kulitin ng sorries ko..
so i signed-out... >>>>>> I almost cried kc ngsign out ka,,, feeling q ang arte2 q,,,,
pro all the while, di ako mapakali... >>>>> namimiss mq agad,,,
nakatingin lang ako sa meebo account ko... >>>>>> magsisign in kna rin,,,,
gustong-gusto ka na mag-login ulit..
so fine... i lasted about 5 minutes... >>>>>> hahahahaha,,,,
di kinaya ng powers ko..
so sign-in ulit ako.. >>>>>> ilove you!!!!!!!!
tpos yun... meron syang mga offline messages..
saying she's sorry... >>>> I am, ang arte q kc!
at bakit ako umalis.. >>>>> hehehehe
ok...
this girl definitely likes me.... >>>>>> its obvious,,,,
(wishful thinking ulit!!!)
So yun…
Nag-sorry ako…
Nag-sorry sya…
Ganun lng daw sya talaga…. >>>> too sensitive,,,,
ok... i'll take note of that, pag nag-LQ tayo... >>>>>> hahahahaha
(feeling!!!)
bati na kame... >>>>> peace mango cake,,,,,
next day...
was a big day... >>>>>> bakit?!?
di ko alam kung pano nangyari.. >>>>>>> hahahahaha,,,,,
pro parang ang seryoso bigla ng usapan...
she said something about liking me... >>>>>> coz its true
not just that...
she said "too much..." >>>>> yeah its too much to handle so I told u na,,,,
seryoso yung usapan...
hindi ko alam kung pano mag-re-react... >>>>>nanlalamig knb?
baka kse imagination ko na naman yun...
hhmmn...
oct 10 nun.... >>>>>> hmmmm
sabi nya...
"im falling for you,,,," >>>>>>> hehehehe,,,, totoo yan ah,,,,
"ayannnnn"
"ok nq"
nanlamig ako... >>>>>> hahahaha, seryoso,,,
oh my....
halo-halo yung na-fe-feel ko... >>>>>> tlga,,,,
masaya...
na nalilito...
na natataranta...
ewan... basta ang weird ng feeling.. >>>>>> hehehehehe, torture b? sorry,,,,
hay....
naalala ko nung nag-post ako ng status message na "falling fast and hard...."
that same day, sabi nya sa akin, nakaka-ilang daw... >>>>>> pakipot k kc,,,,
and here she is... saying it in my face (methaphorically, of course...) >>>> I told u wen I like sum1, I let them know,,,,
sa loob-loob ko.... "kala ko ba nakaka-ilang ang ganitong usapan..." >>>>> hahahahaha
"ang daya naman... ang tagal ko nang gustong sabihin nyan.... "
ilang araw kong pinag-iisipan kung pano sasabihin... kung panong diskarte... pro ikaw... wala lang, parang nag-chat ka lang ng usual... >>>>> kc nmn mas mhrp kung mrmi png segway noh,,,, so I said it str8!
masaya ako... pro feeling ko dinaya nya ako... (weird noh?)
nakakasabihan na rin lang... >>>>>> gagaya ka rin?
sinabi ko narin yung matagal ko nang gustong sabihin...
"i feel i'm falling in love with you" (pakipot version pa yung sinabi ko...) >>>>>> hahahaha!
ang stalkerish kse kung sasabihin kong "mahal na mahal kita"
isipin pa nya ang weird naman nitong isang to... >>>>> kinikilig aq,,, hehehehe
hayst...
nung bandang hapon... >>>>> ano meron?
nagpapa-alam sya about something... >>>>> saan?
sabi ko, di naman nya kelangan mag-paalam... >>> eh gusto q,,,,
di naman nya ako gf... >>>>> kahit pa,,,,
then she implied kung gusto ko bang gawing "official" >>>> I mean it,,,,
OMG!!!!! >>>>> hinimatay kb?
utter shock.... >>>>> hahahaha
then ang daming pumasok sa utak ko... >>>> ayan nnmng imagination m,,,,
1. sure ba sya sa sinasabi nya? >>>>> OO
2. tama ba ang nababasa ko? >>>>> OO
3. 16days pa lang kami magkakilala... >>>> and so?!?!
4. ako ata dapat ang nagsasabi nun??? >>>> ang tagal mo eh
5. HINDI PA AKO NANLILIGAW!!!!! gusto ko syang ligawan... >>>>> pwede m prin nmng gawin,,,
6. can we make this long distance relationship work?? >>>>> d nmn msmang mgtry db?
7. hindi pa nya ako nakikita ng personal... baka magbago isip nya latter... >>>> wa aq pake,,, bsta luv n kta,,,,
8. at madami pang iba....
pina-process ko pa lang si #4... nag-reply na sya... >>>>> haay,,, ayaw m ata,,,,
something like "never mind, forget i asked..." >>>>>> I did, I felt embarassed
NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
i remember, nasa server room ako nun... >>>>>> hahahaha
mag-isa lang ako...
so nagsasalita talaga ako... >>>>>>> hahahahahaha
"nooooo, gusto ko!!!!"
"gustong gusto ko..." >>>>>> kinikilig aq,,, pero cympre, npahiya aq,,,,
"wait..."
but it was too late... >>>> yeah,,,,
kala nya ayaw ko... >>>>> kaw kc eh,,,,
feeling nya napahiya sya.... >>>>> alm mba kung ano ung filing ng gnun?
omg... what have i done?!
waaaaaaaaaaa
ang hirap naman nito... >>>>>> ****heart broken****
if she could only see me at that time...
she'd know how much i really wanted her.. >>>>> im sorry,,,,
hayst....
bakit ba kse ang bagal ko mag-process!!!!!
nasaktan ko sya.... >>>>> ok lng un,,,, hehehehe,,,, s**ts happen,,,
hayst...
silence.... >>>>> ******
then usap ulit kame...
i tried na magpaliwanag... >>>>> malungkot pq eh
pro it's too late...
nag chat na lang kme... ayaw na nya pag-usapan... >>>>> I wont talk abt thngs dt makes me sad pg fresh pa,,,,
day 16 ends there....
day17....
saturday...
1/2 day...
also known as petiks day... >>>>>> hehehehe
so fine... gising ng maaga..
pro this day's special... >>>>> why?!?
may web cam si mango cake!!!! >>>>> surprised?!?!
I got to watch her the entire time... >>>>> ENTIRE?!?!?!
tinatanong nya kung anong ginagawa ko...
sabi ko surf-surf... >>>>> hmmmmm
pro ang totoo nun, nanonood lang ako... >>>>>>> cnungaling ka!!!!!!
ayoko lang sabihin, ang creepy masyado... >>>>> HAHAHAHA
so habang pinapanood ko sya...
pansin ko may mga tumatawag sa kanya sa phone... >>>>> mlmang,,,, ????
bigla akong nag-ka-idea... >>>>> hmmmm
pumunta ko sa website ng kornet...
kinuha ko yung number... >>>>> IT tlga,,,,
yung una, yung 54 yung dulo... laging busy...
tokwa... >>>> hahahaha, busiest line un!!!!!
ni-try ko yung 55 yung dulo.... >>>>> direct line un sa export!!!!!
ayun! may sumagot!!!! >>>>>> girl?
"hello, may i please speak with ms. kristina ancheta"
babae sa kabilang linya "sino to?"
"this is nina dela cruz" >>>>>> hahahaha
babae sa kabilang linya "ah, san po ito?"
(patay... )
"this is nina dela cruz, from gemalto" (at least hindi lie) >>>>> wais na mango cake,,,,
babae sa kabilang linya: "ah, mam, pwede try nyo yung '54 or '56 na number.... " (sungit ah!!!!) >>> si ate jasmine un, mlmang,,,
"ah, ok. thanks..."
at this point... nanlalamig na ako... >>>>>> ur always like dat,,,,
kinakabahan ako..
fine.. >>>> go mango cake!!!!
sige, tawag sa '56
may sumagot na manong... >>>> hmmmm si kuya Lawrence cgro,,,
ni-re-direct na ako sa desk phone nya...
saktong may sinasabi sya sa chat about her hair... >>>>>> kc prang ang pangit ng hair q,,,
"hello... maganda naman hair mo ah?" >>>>> kala q si ate malou,,, eh d nmn kme mgkchat,,,
dead silence..... >>>>>> kc dq maicp n ikw un!!!!! Kw lng kchat q!!!!
(at this point, kinakabahan pa din ako... wala akong maisip sabihin.... ang lamig ng kamay ko...)
dinaan ko na lang sa tawa ang lahat...
nagulat sya... >>>>> nakakahiya b ung itsura q?
hehehehe...
na-feel ko yung gulat nya.. >>>>> mlmang
pati yung hindi nya pag-galaw nung time na super silent sya...
priceless.... >>>>>>> hahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nag-usap kami saglit...
di ko na-plano kung anong sasabihin ko... >>>>> hahahahaha, pero ngblush tlga q,,,,
tsaka kinakabahan ako... wala akong maisip sabihin...
everything was a blur.... >>>>>> ur in love mango cake,,,, WITH ME!!!!!!!!
but i do remember that i loved hearing her voice..
overwhelming yung feeling.... >>>>>> bolero!!!!!
binaba ko na yung phone....
chat-chat ulit kami...
mamaya, nag-message sya... >>>> hehehehe miss kta agad eh,,,,
tawag ka ulit... >>>>> hehehehehe
syempre dial ako agad!!! >>>>> atatable,,,,
ang ganda talaga ng boses nya... >>>>> hehehehe, ngpapacute kc,,,, nataranta p nga nung 2nd call m dba,,,,
naririnig ko syang kumakanta....
hhmmmnn... may boses ang lola ko... >>>>> d nmn kc aq pipi,,,,
nak ng tupa... im sold... >>>>> hahahahaha
head over heels na ako..... >>>>>? In love?
ayun...
naloka ako lalo syo.. >>>>>> nakakabaliw b? hahahahaha
ganda kse ng boses mo.. >>>>> hehehehe
di ka naman nagsabi... >>>> I told you Ive been a vocalist once
sana nagbigay ka man lang ng warning... >>>>>> warning, very addictive voice,,, gnun?
pro inay... yung boses mo... >>>>> angelic b? J
hay...
IMAGINATION!!! STOP!!!!
hayst... >>>> hehehehehe
so usap-usap....
half day sya...
tpos mag-lulunch na kame.... >>>>> hahahahaha
kinukulit na ako ng kuya ko.. >>>>>> hahahahaha
lalabas kse kme para kumain..
sabi ko bihis lang ako.. >>>>> ok,,,
(kahit nakabihis na...)
i said to her "i love u" >>>>>> hehehehe, cant help it so I have to answer back,,,,
she said...
i
love
you
ayan

at this point hindi ko na naririnig ang sigaw ng kuya ko... >>>>> ADIK!!!!!
although im quite sure, sumisigaw pa din sya...
so this is it...
i love her... she knows it... >>>>>>> yeah
and she loves me back.... >>>>>> true!
what more can i ask for???? >>>> we’re still not a couple yet,,,,
"so if i love you..."
"and you love me...."
"does it mean, tayo na?" >>>>> natututo kana mango cake,,,,
WANT TO MAKE IT OFFICIAL? >>>>> ayan nnmn ung tanong q
tpos nun....
ayun... sumisigaw pa din kuya ko...
sa loob-loob ko... sige lang, sigaw ka lang.. >>>>>> hahahahahaha
hahahaa
GF KO NA SYA!!!!!! Bwwaaaaahahahha >>>>>> finally,,,,
wala lang... >>>> ILOVEYOUSOMUCH!!!!!!!!
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ADIK

im sorry sa lahat.....
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WEEKEND AT PUERTO

last weekend, my friends at Balikatan (mountaineering group) held their 11th yr induction at Puerto Galera (Mindoro). Well of course, I was able to join the said activity.
We left Manila, dawn of Oct 17 with a couple of batchmates, execoms & the 4 soon-to-be-members (applicants).
I was excited coz that was the first time i'll be witnessing the rites.
Aside from that, I haven't attended any climbs for almost 2 yrs now.
So I was really excited.
So much for the excitement, my friends & "her" arrived 4 hrs later....
She was the least person I would want to be with there at PG,,,,
But that's fate,,, Oh well,,,,
The induction rites went ok though not so organized, we are all happy it was over,,,,
And now our Balikatan family has 4 new members,,,,,
HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
before I forgot, every night, we have this session (inuman!), and I admit I died on the first night!
Funny thing was, my friends asked one of my co-member's help,,,,
the next mornig, I was one of the topics of the group,,, I was so embarrased but still managed to laugh about it,,,,
what embarrased me most was when my co-member (the one my friend asked help from) said,,,,
"uy tin! langya ka, lasing na lasing ka kagabi, pagpasok ko ng room nyo, naka ######## ka lng,,,,"
hahahahaha
the lesson, don't drink when you are in the middle of an activity!!!!! hahahahaha
it was fun & yes! so memorable,,,,
I'll surely go back there for another induction rite,,,,
hehehehehe

I FEEL GUILTY!!!!!!!!!

I shouldn't have given you my other acct,,,,,
I shouldn't have told you bout it in the first place,,,,,
I don't know how you will react to these pics but I'm not expecting that your comments would be nice,,,,
I know, this is all my fault,,,,,,
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!
Im such a stupid girl,,,,,
Nina,,,,, (sigh)
:(
Sorry,,,,,

3rd week and still going strong........

its our official 3rd week since we got to know eachother,,,,,
have i told you where we met?
hahahaha, you won't believe it,,,,,
it a website designed for GIRLS only,,,,
Im a member of this website for almost 2 months & I never forget to check for updates everyday,,,,
While she is a new member,,,, on that same day,,,,,,
I was browsing when (out of the blue) I post a msg asking "who's online?"
& POOF!!!! (it became coco crunch!!!!! joke)
we exchange words for a good half an hour tilL we decided to change venue,,,,
hahahaha (can't think of a right word to say) hahahahaha
there, since then till now, we still have our what-we-called chat life,,,,
but of course, it's more than just that for us,,,,
coz we are officially a couple now,,,,
right MANGO CAKE?????
iloveyou!!!!!!!!

island rose

this morning was one of those ordinary days except that i have mango cake now,,,,,
i have lots of vouchers to make, reports to rush, not to mention, deadline is near,,,,
same scene as usual,,,
i had lunch at my desk & so were my officemates,,,,
stressful day it is!!!!!
much to my surprise, i received the most woderful gift of my life,,,,,,
i'll tell you guys how it all happened,,,,
i met this gurl, online, last September 24th,,,
i had to admit that i liked her sense of humor & the truthfulness that i sensed in her,,,,,
we became constant buddies, online buddies (hahahahaha)
mango cake, don't laugh at my work, i'm not used to this kinda thing,,,,
this is my first entry so i'm not so sure if i'm making this right,,,,
the hell!!!!!!
where are we????
there, we grew closer & closer everyday,,,,,
i can already tell that she likes me, she won't tell me of course,,,,
till fin'lly, i made her say all that's been in her mind,,, she admitted it, she likes me, i like her back,,,,,
everything went on so fast,,,,,,
don't want to make this too detailed, so to end this very long intro, (just an intro?!?!)
we fell in love,,,
hehehehe
abrupt but hopefully true,,,,
so,,,,,,,,
hahahahaha
it's not finished yet!!!!!!!!!!!
this afternoon, i just finished one of my works, when a PACKAGE ARRIVED,,,,,
a big one & it won't fit on my window,,,,
delivery boy: Ma'am Tin, may package aq kaso malaki,,,, (with a grin)
Tintin: sige kuya padala nlang sa kabilang door,,,, (just wondering what it is & why he is grinning like that)
at first i thought it was for our dep't head,,,,,,
so when he entered our office & announced that it was actually for me, (I ask him twice if it's really indeed for me) i felt everyone's eyes on me that moment,,,,,
i dont know how to react, Manong was already laughing, i can't forget how they all said
"uy, my stalker ka na,,,"
when i read the label of the box, it says "ISLAND ROSE",,,,,
ok, its obviously flowers,,,,
all i can think of was Neni (my mango cake),,,,
i opened the box & looked for a note,,,
there it was,,,,
the sweetest gift ive ever had,,,,
a dozen rose,,,,
beautiful ones,,,,
so delicate,,,,,
so simple,,,,
so sweet,,,,
my officemates were so envious of me,,,,
hahahahaha
they should be!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks a lot NENI!!!!!!!
iloveyousomuch!!!!!!!!!!