And we're still together. Or should I say that we held on and gave things another shot of a chance? I almost lost the only one person I want to be with. Almost. I died but I didn't let my pride take over me. Starting over, if it's even possible. Giving one another a chance to get things right. We are taking one step at a time. Tackling one topic at a time and figuring out ways to improve the situation.
I'm not sure how we are going to pull this one off but I'm hoping we can. However hard things may go, I swear I'm not gonna let it ruin what we have without trying my hardest. I know it's tiring both of us having the same arguments every single time, but it's worth a shot to really start over and discuss things over.
With this chance, I promise to never let my emotions get ahead of me and try to talk to her. But I also need her to do her part to ensure the success of what we are trying to build here.
Trust issues, I trust her, I do. But there are some things that just don't feel right. And that even I can't convince myself that it's just me overreacting and over thinking. I just need to feel secure, that's all. I want to feel that I'm important and that I mattered. I am not the type who demands but this time, I think I have to tell her what I want and needed. I just hope she listens.
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