A total change of everything, as I usually say... Something out of my norms... It's not that I don't get impulsive on things but I normally consider what's right and what others would think and say about me... For once in my life I have decided to follow what my heart says... A risk I took for the sake of following what I desire the most... LOVING TOY... I've loved her ever since and no matter how I tried on forgetting her, I always fail... My friends would agree to that, even some of my ex's too... I have kept this feeling far too long, and I have suffered too much for me to deprive myself once again of this chance... I don't owe anyone any explanations, but here I am... I don't expect you to understand, I just want you to know... I don't intend to keep it a secret... You know I can't keep secrets...
I don't expect that all of of you will be happy with the decision I've made, considering that I have hurt someone so dear to me, someone who's been a true friend to many of you... I am selfish, I know... But don't forget that I have loved that person and I have been true to her for two years... I know I may regret this in time but I will regret it more if I let this pass again...
I'm sorry... I'm not even sure if you'll be able to read this, but I'm hoping you will... This will give closure to our issues, this will answer all your questions... Now that you are starting over with someone new, I hope that she'd do better than I did... You deserve it...
No comments:
Post a Comment