emptiness...

No matter how I tried ignoring things, I can't stop thinking...  I know there are important details that I must have knowledge with...  I have been trying not to give any interest with what you are hiding, but it's not helping me...  The more I fool myself on believing nothing's wrong, the more my mind is arguing with itself that there is... 

I know I don't have any right to ask questions specially when it involves someone from your past...  But baby, how will you expect me to fully love you if there are things you are hiding???  I won't judge you whatever it is, but you have to tell me everything I need to know so I will know how to help you... 

Maybe tonight I will have the courage to ask you certain questions, and I hope I find the right words so you won't get the wrong impression...  I want to know you more and I want to understand you more... But you have to open up to me, you have to help me understand...

#confused#